Anonymous said: Are you eating properly? May have low blood sugar
Mmh whatever it is I’ll probably be fine
Sent home from work again for feeling down and faint. My boss is so understanding
Recently I’ve been feeling really weird, I don’t get it. I’ve been having bad headaches and feeling like I could pass out any minute
Home after work and all I want to do is crack open a few beers and quench my thirst but I feel too ill and don’t want to move eurgh. Spent the last couple of days vomiting and it’s been grim
Can we all take a moment to feel sorry for me because I’m so ill right now eurgh
nonsense-is-underrated said: *squeeeee* YOU ARE SO PRETTY!!!!!! =^)
Aha thank you, I think?! :)
Anonymous said: I know a random anon probably won't make a difference, but you are beautiful and shouldn't feel the need to change. I'm sorry you do, but stay strong and stay beautiful <3
I don’t understand how you can say any of that. I do need to change. I’m absolutely repulsing. I’m not happy. I’m really not happy. I honestly wish I succeeded last year and didn’t just get sectioned.
I’m so fucking sick of this. All I want to do is lose weight and stop being this fat creature that I am. I feel disgusting and I can’t get it to budge. I’m actually just so fed up with everything right now. I’m finding it so fucking difficult to not relapse. But it’s all that’s on my mind.
I wish I could look nice and thin and tall but instead I’m stuck as this short, chubby thing. I don’t even have a decent personality, I’m literally shit in every aspect.
I honestly wish I had the energy and time to do things. I miss hanging out with friends so much.